Last couple of days have been blah! I organized some stuff, Richard and Ben got the grass mowed and everything is looking perky outside! I went down dad's and picked a couple bushels of tomatoes, that i will probably can Tuesday or Wednesday. We took the kids for a ride and got ice cream. I fell asleep on the couch watching Mike play video games. See nothing!?!
My diet is still going crappy, I don't even know why! I just feel disconnected, if you can even get that? Like I'm separated from everyone else, I can't seem to want to concentrate on me. It's like I'm not important enough, to myself, or to others. I know I am just feeling sorry for myself, and this will past. I'm just no used to having such a hard time with anything. I am use to being able to tackle everything! Sometimes it is just lonely and frustrating! Okay I will quit whining now!!
For those who watch Big Love, tonight was the last episode of the season, I thought it was okay, a lot of jumping from one thing to another, and more drama for the Families!
I was thinking about having a Saturday crop this month, if everyone can make it. CM have a few new products out you might need. We also have the new catalog out. I am in love with the new Paisley Punch, but you know I am such a tool girl...:)
Okay everyone, if you have any comments or suggestions you know you can post them here, I will do my best to accommodate you. It would be nice to get some feedback from you all. Oh, I am working on setting up a weight loss graph to post everyone's results on. (those who want to). Until next time. Love you - mean it!
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Hi Sista- You can do this! Regroup and rethink whats important to you!
Love, Rita
i read all your blogs.
and
i wrote one
and that day was very boring -.-
Ruth I have been trying to think of the words to make you realize how very important it is for you to lose weight and to keep trying and the thing that keeps coming in to my head is when I had congested heart failure and the dr. said these words to me..YOUR GOING TO DIE..then he left me in a room all byself for what seem like forever..I kept thinking no I cant die yet, my kids havent grown and I want to see my grandchildren and no I dont want to die..Then the dr. came back in and said Mrs. Dufour if you dont make some immediate changes I only give you a year..that was 1995..I have been lucky..my girls graduated and I have my grandbabies and look now I am getting married..I guess what I am trying to tell you is you hold how long your going to live in your hands..you can either keep trying and make small goals and stick to it..believe me its hard and I still have aways to go but I am going to get there..I will see 199 thats my goal..I want you around for a very long time..I want you to see your grandbabies born..I want us to grow old and sit in our rocking chairs and say "I REMEMBER WHEN" I dont want to visit you in a hospital after a heart attack or stroke or visit you somewhere else to have to say goodbye to you..I love you Ruth and I dont know what I would have done without you in those terrible years WE had to go through..Did you know you were my wind beneath my wings...I dont think I would have survived without you there.. so I am begging you to please please take care of you and get that weight off...I will do anything to help you..I will help you just ask..Lets get together and talk..PLease know how much you mean to me..and to alot of other people..
Love ya,
Debbie
p.s I sent you a message on scrappinsistas..did u get it?
Momma your only human, take it one step at at time like everything else in life. Go back to the basics (and actually do it, not just say your going to do it) and get reunited with all the steps again. In the ww meetings everyone always 'talks about' what needs to be done, don't talk, do. I know you can do it, you've done so well, don't give up hope :)
On another note... you should post your creative memories web page in your profile description so if anyone wanted to buy your CM stuff all they would have to do is click the link :)
Loves ya!
-Lisa
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